I found a liquor store... lets drink it! (Cas and Fay)

Castiel had been told by the Winchester brothers to stay in his room and not go outside while they went off to try and research some ways to keep the world from ending. But he knew that it was pointless for them to do so. So he decided it would be pointless to listen to them and had immediately left the motel.

It had taken him only about five minutes to decide that he wanted to find a liquor store and drink it.

Upon finding said liquor store, he confused the store owner by buying a crate of vodka, a crate of whiskey, two cases of beer and a full dozen bottles of cola. Along with a set of mints for later. He had confused the old man even more by paying him far too much before simply walking away with the trolley of booze.

As he reached the motel he glanced at Faylinn's room.

A massive disaster had caused a huge amount of trees, and sprites, to be killed earlier and she had not come out of her room since. Seeing as she might need some cheering up, much like himself, he opened her door with a bottle of whiskey in his hand,

"I come bearing good tidings and alcoholic beverages." he told her with complete seriousness as he wheeled in the massive amount of alcohol, "We need to drink so I went to a liquor store and I bought it."

He gestured at the booze before turning to her with a ghost of a smile,

"So now we can drink it... will you drink with me? The Winchesters say drinking alone is unhealthy."

Faylinn had been looking at the same spot on the floor since she returned home from her forest. She had not moved one inch as she thought about the death and devastation she had seen there before her eyes. To a human it would look like nothing but burnt and charred trees but to a sprite they were friends, they were family and each tree had a spirit that was now gone from the world.

She felt each loss keenly and Faylinn blamed herself for the fact that her friends were now dead. Dead and having no hope of being brought back no matter how much energy she tried to focus on healing the wildlife around them.

And she would know she had tried it for hours.

Slowly she had felt her arms growing heavier as they grew great black feathers, her hair changed to become made of the same feathers as well, and the sides of her pale skin grew smaller ones. Faylinn knew what was happening and she couldn't summon the will to stop it, she wanted to be able to kill those demons and being like this would help an awful lot.

Barely noticing the way that there had been tears rolling down her cheeks, her eyes changed to a deep dark black like a birds and when the door opened, she didn't even look up but continued to look down at the same spot on the floor.

"Normally, you knock and wait for me to answer...before you come in." she whispered softly "I don't feel like it Castiel."

Slowly she felt the feathers beginning to recede away and she turned back to her normal human body, even though she didn't really want to, but she didn't want Castiel to see her like that. It would be sure to disgust him.

"But you can sit here with me if you like." Faylinn smiled softly, before looking at the massive trolley of alcohol "You know, on second thought, do you have any Irish Cream?"

Castiel had to admit that walking in on her when she was in her beastly form was not what he had expected but with all the grief and loss she was feeling he wasn't actually sure why he hadn't been expecting it. It made too much sense. He didn't really react to her beastly form either seeing as he had known sprites had them.

Sure he hadn't know what hers would look like but he had been preparing himself to one day stumble across Faylinn looking completely different.

"You didn't answer for Sam and he was knocking for half an hour earlier." he told her simply as he brought the trolley in and closed the door again, "That seems to be the reason why most humans drinks... they don't feel like having fun. It seems to be a sign that they need it."

As her feathers were receding he was finding them some glasses that they could use. When she asked if he had any Irish Cream he shrugged a little bit,

"I emptied my vessel's bank accounts." he told her honestly, "I think I have at least a case of everything the owner had."

Sitting down next to her, he poured her some Irish Cream into a glass and poured himself some whiskey. He tapped his glass against hers before downing all the whiskey in the glass. He coughed a little bit,

"That was... strangely pleasant after the coughing." he admitted before glancing at the TV, "Does this seem like a time when humans would watch porn?"

Faylinn hummed softly when Castiel said that she didn't answer Sam when he was knocking on the door for a few times before hand and she realised that she had rather completely tuned out and not heard that. She was so involved in her thoughts she supposed that she hadn't realised that someone was trying to get into contact with her.

"Odd...I must have not heard him." she commented with a small sigh "I guess that makes sense, alcohol makes one have fun whether you want to have fun or not."

Raising her eyebrow Faylinn asked, rather afraid of the answer if she was quite honest, whatever it was to make Castiel spend everything that he had on alcohol must be pretty damn bad. Having been absorbed in her own problem today she hadn't checked in yet; "Is it really that bad? What happened today?"

Tapping her glass with his own she smiled slightly and chucked it down, squeaking happily and clapping her hands as the beauty of cream, and the beauty of alcohol combined in one mouthful. It was amazing and she thought she had found her new favourite thing.

"Oh that is most wonderful...I love it." she purred happily before gasping, she never did get to watch porn with Sam so she thought she might as well give it a watch with Castiel "Oh I would love to watch porn with you Castiel! I didn't get to see any last time so..."

Hopping onto the bed she knelt up so that she was better prepared to watch the porn, cradling her bottle of Irish cream in her hands.

Castiel had to admit that he was surprised that she had tuned out Sam when it seemed that they had gotten along quite well before. It seemed that her own shocking piece of news had jarred her as much as his own had. Of course his had prompted him to have a bit of a rebellion instead. He nodded his head,

"It is odd, he was most loud in his knocking. Dean had to tell him to knock it off." he turned to Faylinn with a serious expression, "I believe he was trying to make a joke."

When she asked about his problem he chuckled weakly and poured himself some more whiskey. Drinking it down, enjoying the after taste, he sighed a little bit and shrugged a little bit,

"I found out that my Father... our Father... is a giant assbutt." he declared with a small frown, "He exists still but will do nothing to stop the end of the world. He has abandoned us to our fate here on earth."

Seeing her enjoying the cream made him grin a little bit, happy that he was able to get such a reaction out of her. Also made him rather curious about the creamy drink himself. Grabbing another bottle, he too tried some and shuddered happily,

"It is an incredibly brew... this is by far better than hops and barleys." he told her honestly as he drank more directly from the bottle. Moving over to the remote, he turned on the TV and switched to the porn channel where a pool-cleaner boy was being seduced by housewife who was dissatisfied with his husband. As they flirted he glanced towards Faylinn, "It's complex isn't it? A complex tapestry of unfaithfulness versus not being able to provide..."

Faylinn smiled softly up at Castiel and she thought that he was rather sweet in the way that he was trying to make her feel better, yet his expression was so serious at the same time. It was just his character though, he had always been like that since she had met him a few months ago. Yet she had never seen him this troubled before.

Nothing had pushed him to drink no matter how bad it was.

But when he explained what was wrong, there was no denying it, that was really really bad. God had just decided that he didn't want to help? He was going to let all of them die here on Earth without even trying to save his creation? It just didn't compute with her!

"That...that's horrible." she whispered softly "To have so much faith in someone and then to have that person abandon you when you need them, I can understand why you want to drink to forget." Raising her bottle Faylinn grinned and took a big swig from it "So lets get these bottoms up, and see how far we get through this crate tonight."

Nodding her head Faylinn giggled; "It is even better for Sprites, both cream and alcohol? It is just too much!" she laughed, taking another sip from the bottle.

Tilting her head to one side when he turned on the channel, once again Faylinn couldn't help but point out the fact that the women in these shows had far too much make up on and their clothes really did nothing to flatter them. Not like they were going to be in them for long though;

"It certainly is a moral puzzle...but why do they insist on casting women without natural beauty? It is hardly realistic for men to get a lady like this in real life, her breasts are obviously not real." she pointed out with a sigh.

Castiel was beginning to think that there was something on his face because she was looking at his serious face very intently and he wasn't entirely sure why. People stared when there was something on your face right? He touched his face but found nothing wrong with it or out of place and this just confused him even more. Of course maybe it was the fact that he was looking very serious while drinking?

On second thought that was probably it.

She summed it up perfectly to be honest. He had given God, his Father, every ounce of his love, respect and obedience and it had gotten him nothing in return. Everything had been taken from him instead. He sighed a little bit,

"Hence why God is an assbutt." he told her before smirking ever so slightly, "To use a phrase Sam and Dean might use... 'only if your ass is going up too'. That fits into the conversation right?"

He chuckled a little bit, "I'll have to carry you home carefully I can see."

He nodded in agreement as they continued to debate the ethics and morality or the porn film that they were watching,

"Perhaps it is because they wish to make natural women seem even better when the viewers finally achieve something with members of the fairer sex?" he suggested before shaking his head, "Why are men fixated with fake breasts? Some are large and real. Yours for example."

Faylinn smiled softly, she wanted to reassure Castiel so she reached out and squeezed his hand, she wanted him to know that she was there for him and that she understood how down he was feeling. Although it wasn't quite as bad as what had happened to him, she didn't have the belief system she was a fundamental part of turn out to be nothing.

It sounded really really bad when it was put like that.

"Of course it fits into this conversation, if it helps, many people feel that it is good to vent about matters like this, it often makes you feel better. Maybe not even about this but about something normal that annoys you." she stated with a small grin as she tucked her knees up under her chin.

Laughing softly she flicked Castiel on the nose; "Oh Cas you've had too many already, this is my hotel room so I don't have to go anywhere...you on the other hand."

Unable to understand why the men of the world thought that they could attain women like this when these women were clearly unreal or terribly expensive to create, she hoped that one day Human Men might be able to appreciate natural beauty like Sprites did. When Castiel commented on her own breasts Faylinn almost spat out her mouthful of Irish Cream.

"You look at things like that?" she asked with flushed cheeks "Well...I guess after our kiss I shouldn't be surprised but, it was so long ago and you're an angel. Just sounds weird coming from something that's supposed to be so good you know, that you perv at women's breasts when they aren't looking." Faylinn teased, poking her tongue out.

Castiel smiled a little bit when she reached out and squeezed his hand, trying to reassure him despite the fact that she too had some problems. She had problems and she had grief of her own and yet she was still trying to help her, just as he was trying to help her. There was no way of measuring who had it worse because it each event had hurt them both rather massively and that was what was important; how it affected them.

"Perhaps it is." he agreed a little bit surprised before admitting, a little sheepishly, "I have been down on earth for quite a long time and yet I still... stick out. Like a thumb that has been struck."

When she flicked him on the nose he blinked a little bit and shook his head slightly to clear it before reaching for more of the irish cream,

"Well would I be unable to sleep in your hotel room?" he asked her, curious, "Or would I have to be escorted by an equally drunk Sprite to my shared room?"

Castiel understood that an angel having urges while in his vessel sounded a bit... wrong on some level but it wasn't like they were dead. They were alive and living through their vessel after all. So when she asked if he looked at women's breasts he hesitated only a second before nodding,

"Yes I occasionally look at women's breasts." he admitted before blushing a little bit when she said it was weird to perv at women's breasts when they weren't looking, "I apologise... should I be perving at women's breasts when they are looking?"

Faylinn to be honest was glad that Castiel was opening up to him and she wanted to be able to have him let all of his sadness out onto her so that they could begin to make him feel better, she was sure that he was much more productive when he was happy and functioning well. Not depressed and full of anger at the person he was supposed to love above all others.

The fact he was angry about the way he stuck out like a sore thumb was not surprising to Faylinn and she smiled gently at him;

"I know that you act differently to everyone else, but, you just need to be around humans some more and get to know their culture. I was very strange when I first met the Brothers all those years ago but I fit in well to the human world now." Faylinn smiled happily "If you'd like I could help you, I think its because you are so formal."

Castiel was asking to share her room? Oh la la, she giggled in her head and took another sip of the Irish cream, enjoying the slow burning and the pleasurable light headedness that she was beginning to develop.

"You could sleep here, it would avoid me walking you to your room, then getting into trouble and you having to walk me back to my room, then me walking you back to your room after walking me back...so, I guess we could do it your way." Faylinn winked with a little giggle.

Shaking her head Faylinn pouted softly and crossed her arms over her chest;

"Castiel you should not be perving on women at all! It's so very rude!" she scolded "But if you are going to at least make sure its in the right setting and they get to perv on something in return...okay?" she purred softly "Like...like now this is the right setting..." Faylinn winked and slinked a little closer to Castiel, nuzzling her nose against his as she positioned herself sexily beside him.

Just then the porn got her attention! They had started the action! Gasping she stared at the tv;

"Oh my this is a very rough example of human interaction!" she exclaimed.

Castiel sighed a little bit. So he was being too formal to really fit in with regular human interaction? But... but the vessel he was inhabiting had been a very formal person. He had obvious fit in better than Castiel, why was that? Searching the vessel's memories he paused when he realised that it was because his vessel had once been an investment banker,

"I suppose I must do my best to become less formal but it is... difficult considering how I was raised." he admitted before also adding, "And my vessel is no help as he seemed to have been a very formal young man."

When she giggled he blushed a little bit and drank more of his own drink. It appeared he had stumbled into another one of those human in-jokes that he hadn't been living long enough to truly understand. Blushing a little bit, he nodded,

"Thank you kindly." he told her before pausing, "Although it does raise the issue of sleeping attire but I am sure that it will no longer matter once we are really rather drunk."

He nodded, listening and paying close attention as she explained the proper way for him to flirt and to be pervy. Apparently this was the right kind of setting to be pervy and she was moving closer to him in such a way that it was massively easy to perv on her. Swallowing thickly, he caught a glimpse of her breasts before nodding,

"Of course... perv on something in return. Understood." he told her before dropping out of his coat, suit jacket and shirt to leave himself bare from the waist up. He was surprisingly muscled and even had a barely visible six pack. He poked at it, "Women like to see men with this musculature do they not?"

Turning back to the pawn his eyes widened and he very nearly covered his eyes with his hands as something else happened,

"Human anatomy tells me that that is an exit and not an entrance!"

Faylinn smiled brightly and she held both of Castiel's hands in her own and squeezed them softly as she reassured him again, she wanted to be able to help him feel less non-human and she knew that it was going to take time for him to become less formal. Perhaps this was just who he was though, she had certainly come to love him for it and so had the brothers she could tell.

"You know though Cas, I like you just the way you are." she smiled softly "Although you are formal you are also funny, and sweet and rather endearing when you ask about human culture. I don't think I'd want you to become too much like the brothers, we already have two of them." Faylinn laughed softly with a cheeky wink.

Fluttering her eyelashes up at Castiel when he asked about sleeping attire, Faylinn let her fingers trail over her rather tight blue nightdress which came up to the top of her thighs;

"Well these are my pj's...but you can sleep in whatever you like." she purred softly.

When Castiel moved away from her Faylinn was set to pout up a storm but as soon as she saw that he was actually undressing, and she was actually going to see what Castiel looked like underneath his clothes she quickly removed that look from her face. Blushing softly when she saw his softly defined muscles, she nodded her head;

"Why yes, women do like to see their men with a little bit of muscle." she stated rather breathlessly "I don't think I've ever seen you without even your coat on before Castiel...maybe I shall have to allow you to drink Irish Cream more often." she murmured shyly, ducking her head away.

Faylinn cried out and waved her hands in the air; "No no no no!" she squeaked "Red card! Red card! Flip the channel Cas!"

Surprisingly he found that he was able to find some measure of comfort in this whole thing if he was honest with himself. Sitting here drinking might not have been able to reassure him completely as he would like but drinking with Fay, with her holding his hands, was doing wonders to reassure him and he had to resist the urge to sigh happily and nuzzle her a little bit. That was a strange thought to the angel after all,

"Thank you Faylinn... that means a lot to me actually." he admitted with a warm smile, "Your words and your feelings seem to be a lot more important to me than those of others. Why is that do you think?"

When she fluttered her eyelashes at him, Castiel had to admit that her eyelashes were very long and pretty. But it was the path her finger took that made him blush a little bit,

"I have no specialist sleeping attire..." he admitted quietly, "Normally I just sit quietly until my body demands rest and then I allow it to collapse."

He could see that something about what he was doing was apparently right because she was enjoying something if the blush was any indication. Coughing a little bit to get her attention, he stroked his own ab muscles with a finger,

"They are not as defined as my angelic form." he admitted with a sigh before nodding and smirking a little bit more, "I think I would love to drink more Irish Cream with you, often."

Taking her advice he immediately changed the channel to another porn channel... and immediately found something different about it,

"Why are there two women in this one?" he asked before pausing, "And why are they so happy to see the purple plastic thing?"

Faylinn was really flattered to hear that her words and being with her made him feel so much better about the situation that he was in. One, she was glad that she could just help for a little bit, she wanted him to feel better because she liked Castiel very much, and she was already so sad, he shouldn't be sad too. His smile made her tummy flip and she smiled shyly at him as she shrugged her shoulders;

"I don't know for sure Castiel but I think it's because we're close to each other." she smiled wider "We are both creatures travelling with humans, we have been around each other for a long while now and we're friends. Good friends."

Seeing Castiel blush made Faylinn grin softly and she was glad that he was looking at her a little bit sensually, she wanted his attention and now that she was getting drunk she was finally going to demand it like she had wanted for so long. Castiel had kissed her the night they had first met and then...nothing.

It was maddening!

"That is not how you should sleep..." she stated, confused "Don't worry, I'll show you properly today."

Then just like that she was back to oogling his body and boy was there a great body to oogle! They were even more formed in his angelic form? Too bad she couldn't see that! The way he was stroking his ab muscles made her want to stroke them and she bit her lip softly to stop herself;

"Then we will drink Irish Cream as often as you like Cas." Faylinn smiled brightly "It's been fun so far, my head is beginning to feel a little bit lighter!" she admitted with a breezy smile on her lips as she moved closer to Castiel, her smooth thighs touching his legs as he sat on the bed.

Blinking at the screen, Faylinn watched the scene unfold and she made a small 'Ahhhhh' noise when she realised what was going on;

"This porn is for lesbians! Because they are two girls who like each other, and the purple thing is a human creation for them to use instead of a males sex organ!" she explained with a little sigh "It doesn't look as fun though, I'd much rather the real thing."

Flicking the channel over to something borning, Faylinn smirked softly, she wanted his attention on her now, as she slunk down the bed softly, kicking her legs up into the air behind her but, she was sitting so that her ass was right next to Castiel's hand. Hopefully it would be tempting, especially as her nightdress was barely just covering her.

When she said that she thought that it was because they were close to each other Castiel felt something inside of his chest seem to explode with happiness and he hadn't the slightest clue as to why it had done that. Of course when it then suddenly seemed to implode with her next words about being good friends he was even more confused,

"I enjoy the fact that we share this level of a bond and such strength in our closeness." he told her honestly before pausing and adding, "But something is strange... is this what it is like to be, as Dean puts it, friendzoned?"

He had to admit that right now he was thinking thoughts that would have lost him his halo. He was thinking crude, dirty and sexual thoughts about Faylinn right now and he wasn't able to stop said thoughts. Mainly because he lacked the will to do so. Blushing a little bit, he nodded,

"I would enjoy that I think." he told her honestly, "Thank you."

Pausing for a moment as the heat given to him by their flirty words and the Irish Cream stayed in one area in particular, Castiel froze up. Looking down, he lifted up the waistband of his trousers to inspect his crotch area,

"I seem to have a 'boner' thinking more of these interactions with you." he admitted honestly before nodding happily, "I would love to spend more time with you and Irish Cream. We have a stash now."

When she said that she would much rather have the real thing the first thing he did was look down at the bulge in his trousers that was showing due to it's state of arousal. Swallowing a little bit thickly, he stayed silent until he noticed her change in position.

He let out a strangled cry that time.

Trying to control it, he tried everything he could to not look at her ass right by his hand but in the end he was unable to stop himself from doing it,

"Faylinn... you are a very good temptress."

Faylinn blinked softly when he asked if this what was it was like to be friendzoned, her eyes widened a little bit when she realised that meant that he liked her! He liked her as more than a friend and perhaps because he was an angel he didn't know how or didn't want to make things official, or tell her about his feelings. Eventually he would have to go to heaven she supposed and when he went back she wouldn't know what to do with herself...

He was a great friend and she wanted him to be more;

"Do you like me as more than a friend Cas?" she asked softly, moving closer to him and letting her fingers gently trace his collarbone and his softly muscled arm as it was right next to her "I wouldn't have been able to guess, and I can't tell from your expression, so you need to tell me yourself."

She was about to turn and talk to Castiel about what was happening on the screen when she saw him checking his trousers and when he told her, in no uncertain terms that he was aroused by her, Faylinn's cheeks flushed bright red and she placed her hands onto them to try and cool herself down even a little bit.

"What are you thinking about Castiel?" Faylinn asked, purring softly as she placed emphasis on each little syllable on his name so that he would shiver in pleasure "Won't you tell me what thoughts are on your mind?"

While she was asking, Faylinn was slowly approaching Castiel, crawling so that she was on top of him now, pushing him back onto the bed as she continued to crawl forwards, giving him no choice but to lie down underneath her. The little cry he gave out when she showed him quite blatently her ass made Faylinn smirk in triumph.

"I know I am." she growled softly, letting her tongue dart out and lick his ear "I love teasing you Cas, I just haven't had the chance before, but you have me quite addicted. You naughty thing." Faylinn giggled softly as she bit down gently on his ear, nibbling it.

Castiel was pretty sure this was what it was like to be friendzoned and he suddenly understood why it was seen as something so awful by a lot of people on the internet. He didn't want to be just a friend. He wanted to be a friend. He just wanted to be... more than a friend at the same time. It was confusing him but he hoped it didn't confuse Faylinn or else they were going to be here awhile just trying to figure out what his feelings meant,

"Yes... yes I think I like you much more than just as a friend." he told her honestly before deciding to be sure, "Do friends feel a pounding heartbeat whenever the other is mentioned? I feel that whenever I see you. And it makes my chest swell with some indescribable emotion that makes me feel like my stomach is fluttering."

He could see that him checking out to see whether or not he had a boner had affect Faylinn too because she was blushing madly and asking how he had gotten it,

"I was thinking about you Faylinn." he admitted, his own blush beginning, "I was thinking... about what it would be like to touch you... your skin seems smooth and your curves are incredibly inviting."

She was on top of him now and Cas had absolutely no idea what he was meant to be doing! Alarm bells were already going off as he tried to control himself and what he was supposed to be doing in this situation. He swallowed thickly and shuddered when she licked his ear like that,

"I should apologise?" he asked out loud before smirking softly as he wrapped his arms gingerly around her waist as she nibbled on her ear, "I'm not naughty... not really..."

Faylinn felt as if her whole world had been so dramatically changed by this one time thing of drunk drinking, she supposed it was what was needed for their inhibitions to lower just enough to allow them to say what they wanted to say without having to be worried about the embarrassment that might happen if the other person didn't agree.

Very softly, Faylinn placed her hand on Castiel's cheek, and bent her lips down to touch his own in a feather light kiss. Through her gentle working of her lips against his own, and the way that her fingers lightly caressed his cheek and jawbone, she hoped that she would be able to convey her own feelings towards the beautiful angel.

"No, friends don't feel like that about other friends. That only happens when you have feelings for someone, like I have feelings for you, Cas." she whispered softly into his ear "We can explore them together, tonight, if you want."

When he admitted what he had been thinking about, Faylinn smiled gently and nuzzled her nose against his own;

"Well you know, if you ask nicely I might just let you touch me to find out." she whispered gently, trailing soft kisses up and down Castiel's neck, going slightly lower onto his collar bone to nibble at it very gently.

Laughing softly when Castiel asked if he should apologise for making her wait to tease him she shook her head, Faylinn could tell that he wasn't really the most experienced and she wasn't about to say that she was. Yet, she was a more sensual being than Cas, and she didn't want to rush him into doing anything he didn't want.

"How about we take this slow?" she asked gently "I don't want to make you do something you don't feel ready for after all." Faylinn kissed his lips gently and stroked back his hair "But here, let me help you with something." repositioning his hands so that one went either side of her hips, Faylinn gave him a cheeky wink.

Castiel had never thought that getting drunk would change his life.

The Winchesters had warned him that getting drunk might change him during the duration of his drinking but this was going to have lasting consequences past that! He coughed lightly at the thought as he blushed slightly too. The kiss though...

The kiss made his previous blush seem tame in comparison as he felt like his cheeks were on fire for some reason and had to fight the urge to go and collect some ice for them! He coughed a little bit as he tried to calm down but the emotions conveyed by that kiss alone seemed to haunt him and suddenly calming down was the last thing he wanted to do.

"I... I thought that my feelings would go unreturned." he told her honestly, feeling a little lump in his throat form at that before dying away slightly at her suggestion. Without hesitation he nodded in agreement, "I want that if you want that..."

He chuckled a little bit in a rare show of amusement before asking her,

"Can... can I touch you Faylinn?" he asked her quietly, "Can I hold you to me and place my hands upon your flawless body?"

Castiel was beginning to curse the fact that he had not made time for such encounters as this one back in heaven or since coming to earth. When she suggested that they take it slow he nodded gratefully,

"It's not that I want to take it slow so much as I am not sure what I am to do." he told her honestly before blushing when his hands were placed before he stroked her hips softly, "Thank you for your help... can I explore your body some more?"